If You Really Knew Me

If you really knew me, you would realize how warm I really am, regardless of my cold appearance.

206Raider said: ↑

If you really knew me, you probably would like me but since I have so much pain and agony I cannot comes to terms to open myself up to be hurt like I've been oh so much in the past. Everynow and then somebody will come along and do the impossible and get me to share my heart with them but then crush me worse then the time before. It's hard to believe I'll ever be okay some days.

This is something that I heavily admire!
Being crushed yet, still open your heart to loving when it is there. I commend you greatly, you should be ohk 🙂

You’d know something I don’t.

that I am pure of heart

...I would not recommend poker, because you have terrible luck.

FountainandFairfax said: ↑

You’d know something I don’t.

Try just sitting and thinking every once in a while. Think about things that make you happy and things that make you unhappy. You'll "know yourself" eventually 🙂

If you really knew me you'd know how insecure I am. How I take compliments with a grain of salt yet I dwell on insults for days at a time. You'd know that I'm really a fun-loving guy with a touch of Peter Pan syndrome (I want to be a kid again, I don't want to grow up). You'd know I'm super nice and would do anything for my friends. And you'd know that I really just need love to be happy.

If you really knew me you'd know that my giving up was a facade and that I'd be fighting til the end of days...

You'd see that I have great potential to be a confident individual, with almost nothing stopping me from leading a great life. However you'd see that I have developed a low trust mask that I wear day to day, that is doing me no real favours.