If you really knew me, you would know I have close to zero friends, a real shocker for some people. Other than viewing me as sensitive, people I come into contact with seem to think I actually do have a life like everyone else, they couldn't have been more wrong but no one knows and that's all that matters. Life behind a mask is wonderful.
If you really knew me you'd find out that i wasn't as stuck up as i come across, but yet this very sweet happy positive girl who is scarred from her ex and just wants to make someone happy.
If you knew me you would think "that gut can't possibley be afraid of anything".
If you really knew me you would know the things that I am afraid of, and then would think "Why?"😕
You'd be suprised as I would not be what you expected.
Curse the online me!
I'm surprised ... mean it.
No, no. I am not this way offline either. I don't see you, you are not seeing me. Makes much easier the ability to be, I don't know, lost word, better? Outgoing?
If you really knew me, you would see I'm very kindhearted and don't judge people for their looks , and help them out when they need a friend. You would see my passion for music, and knew my musical family, who are all loving the beauty of a melody. You would see that I'm very (very much..) insecure about my own abilities, appearance, looks and you can see it back in my behaviour, but you see i'm very humourous so that will make you see that I'm not like this everytime, you will see that I need to trust people before I totally open myself up, I will be quiet in the beginning and very shy, but I will be myself more when we get to know eachother well. You will see that I'm going for my ambitions although I'm stuck in the middle because of my SA/BPS. But you know I want to fight for it, and you will take that the way it is, and won't judge me either, because that's what real friends do, right?, You will see I'm happy, but also very down sometimes, but mostly I'm very positively, because things are going better day by day, I already made lots of progress, you will see, I can do it, someday.