FcukingIdiot
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hey fellow sa sufferers
I am writing about idleness because, well, I am sitting idle right now and basically, i find the concept reprehensible. So I thought id write something about it. When I was younger I locked myself away and shirked problems instead of trying to deal with them and when i look all i see is wasted youth and oppurtunity. Disapointment basically.
So now every second i have to be doing something that will bring progression to myself as a human being and I never allow myself to relax or unwind. There is always something to be learned, some job to be done etc some manner of duty I feel compeled to complete even if I dont know what it is.
And if I cant think about somethinhg specific I rack my brain over and over, write lists out so as to not overlook anything and basically wind myself into a knot.
Anyone else get anxiety like that over the rat race? Why do we all take life so seriously??? That is why we're anxious right? cause we are not measuring up in some way? Agentic capitalistic society sucks
I am writing about idleness because, well, I am sitting idle right now and basically, i find the concept reprehensible. So I thought id write something about it. When I was younger I locked myself away and shirked problems instead of trying to deal with them and when i look all i see is wasted youth and oppurtunity. Disapointment basically.
So now every second i have to be doing something that will bring progression to myself as a human being and I never allow myself to relax or unwind. There is always something to be learned, some job to be done etc some manner of duty I feel compeled to complete even if I dont know what it is.
And if I cant think about somethinhg specific I rack my brain over and over, write lists out so as to not overlook anything and basically wind myself into a knot.
Anyone else get anxiety like that over the rat race? Why do we all take life so seriously??? That is why we're anxious right? cause we are not measuring up in some way? Agentic capitalistic society sucks