thank u Edith but yea i gotta quit trusting friends but its just i really wanna be wit som1, to hug, to love, to be wit her but its just a fantasy 4 me i kno i made mistakes in my life like y did i leave my 1st gf? i guess i was shy or something but i hate it wen ppl make jokes on u its like leave us alone already we never did anything to you.......its just life and it will always be i gotta be more confitent i kno im still young but it gets me thinkin about da future i dont wanna be like dat guy in da 40 yr old virgin movie id reather die it sux i kno some ppl r 40 and never been in a relation ship srry but its never too late to start even if ur 90 who cares man just go 4 it i mean it wont kill u i kno i gotta take my own advise but i hate those bitches who think they all dat doesnt it just make u mad....they think dey all dat cuz they been wit many guys like omg get ova ur self