Monkeymagic
Active member
I'd like to talk to CS about my SP
I used to blush but now I'm just afraid of eating drinking a speaking with or in front of most people. Especially people I've never seen before. If the person is a friend or family member I can usually eat a few bites, drink a few sips (with my back turned) and say a couple of words. To a stranger I'm usually frozen or shaking.
Luckily not many people have noticed yet. I still have my job (eat alone) friends (I'm never hungry) Family (they've got no choice).
I feel like a retarded mentally deficient imbecile. For example; if I go to a party- then I look like an introvert hiding in a corner nodding to the extroverts who have found me an excellent listener as I don't talk back.
The irony is, because I look alright on the surface, people are scared of me- they think I won't talk or eat with them because I'm a snob or an arrogant bitch.
The truth is if I eat or drink with them I will probably shake so much they'll end up with mash potato in their eye and wine up their nose because I'm the one afraid.
I used to blush but now I'm just afraid of eating drinking a speaking with or in front of most people. Especially people I've never seen before. If the person is a friend or family member I can usually eat a few bites, drink a few sips (with my back turned) and say a couple of words. To a stranger I'm usually frozen or shaking.
Luckily not many people have noticed yet. I still have my job (eat alone) friends (I'm never hungry) Family (they've got no choice).
I feel like a retarded mentally deficient imbecile. For example; if I go to a party- then I look like an introvert hiding in a corner nodding to the extroverts who have found me an excellent listener as I don't talk back.
The irony is, because I look alright on the surface, people are scared of me- they think I won't talk or eat with them because I'm a snob or an arrogant bitch.
The truth is if I eat or drink with them I will probably shake so much they'll end up with mash potato in their eye and wine up their nose because I'm the one afraid.