I want to go so bad ....

[alexc]

I really want to go to school so I'll have a life, or something to talk about. I have a friend and I guess i started to hate talking on the phone with her because I never say anything and she call anyways. The only response from me is a laugh or "really?" or "wow". And i know that If i wasn't so cooped up in the house that i'd be more talkative and would be able to talk about what happened when i went here and there.

But im afraid to go to school because kids will probably talk about me because I don't have a lot of shoes, and i wear the same pair of shoes everyday. (or wear the same shirt a week after wearing it.) I know i used to do that 3 years ago and I felt that people thought i was poor or something. If i had a lot of shoes and clothing, i wouldnt mind going to school because i wouldn't have to be paranoid, thinking about what others say. And i know i shouldn't care but it still affects me. (sigh)

 

[alexc]

lol

 

[EmO_tionAlChick]

lol

Dont worry about what they have to say. Usually ppl who have to say something mean to someone is bc their not happy with themselve's so at the end they will end up looking bad. Keep your head up always.

I only have one pair of shoes and 1 flip flop and 2 jeans and couple of shirts and i dont care what ppl think of me bc at the end of the day i'm stll me.

 

[tuxtux]

Hmm, do you think they'll even notice?

I'm in university, and here people often wear the same clothes for several days, or the same shoes every day, and no one even notices. My boyfriend also wears the same pair of shoes, I have two or so and I don't have a lot of clothes either.

As long as the shirts aren't dirty or sweaty (then I guess people would talk) you should be fine.