NothingElseMatters
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For 2 weeks some friends have been sending me msgs and called and i wasnt answering cause i was too depressed to bother.so they came at my apartment and and they were knocking on the door and ringing the bell but i wasnt answering.they were hitting the door hard cause they wanted to brake it so i had to open....and then i talked to them about my depression problems.i didn say anything about SA cause it was too damn hard to form words to describe exactly how i was feeling.i dont think they understand completely but they got the point.i never imagined talking to them about this cause they r just ppl i hung out with.but the fact that they came to see what was happening...well they have my respect
now i have so many weird feelings.guilt,shame,fear that they 'll talk to other ppl,and even a feeling of worry that if i dont get well they will judge me.i feel more pressured now
i thought talking to ppl would make things better but i dont feel anything like this.anything similar happened to anyone?
now i have so many weird feelings.guilt,shame,fear that they 'll talk to other ppl,and even a feeling of worry that if i dont get well they will judge me.i feel more pressured now
i thought talking to ppl would make things better but i dont feel anything like this.anything similar happened to anyone?
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