NotCreepy
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I just had this lovely young (perfect) lady enter my life and actually act interested in me. She stayed with me for a couple of weeks but I have a problem with intimacy issues so I pushed her away (out of my life) to spare myself the embarasment (I think?) Anyways, I'm missing her and I really feel bad about letting her feel that "it was her" -- will I ever learn... Anyone relate? I make a good living at home, I think I'm ok looking, but I don't feel worthy of love. Please help me figure this out. now when i call her then she "just wants to be friends", and we are (I think?) I've been here/done this too many times. I'm getting old and bitter because of this. help. I can't take her out because I don't like it out there and there is too much competition to worry about. I'm not a jealous a**hole, am I? She like to stay home as well (which i like about her.)