ughih8ocd
Active member
Alright so, i believe i have ocd or maybe even something else that's far worse who knows, i've never been to a doctor and i don't plan on going to one anytime soon.
to get to the point i have to perform these rituals back and forth until it feels 'right' because i feel like i can alter peoples lives or i can alter how they live or die i basically feel like i posses some kind of mythical power that's real.
i know you're saying it's silly but i have had said before in my head like 'Oh I'm gonna wake up at exactly 6:43am'
the morning i wake up and look at the time it's 6:43am and it's been like that for the past couple months, it's driving me crazy!
i can't put on socks, put on my clothes as a matter of fact without having to take them off and put them back on when i have a good thought
do i have some kind of power or entity inside me or am i just ****ing crazy?
i need closure please people! this ocd bullspit needs to go can't live like this anymore
to get to the point i have to perform these rituals back and forth until it feels 'right' because i feel like i can alter peoples lives or i can alter how they live or die i basically feel like i posses some kind of mythical power that's real.
i know you're saying it's silly but i have had said before in my head like 'Oh I'm gonna wake up at exactly 6:43am'
the morning i wake up and look at the time it's 6:43am and it's been like that for the past couple months, it's driving me crazy!
i can't put on socks, put on my clothes as a matter of fact without having to take them off and put them back on when i have a good thought
do i have some kind of power or entity inside me or am i just ****ing crazy?
i need closure please people! this ocd bullspit needs to go can't live like this anymore