lostjeff
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I am in a pretty sad state of affairs. Right now I don't have any buddies. No one to swap stories with (like I have any). Ugh...When I was in college I had a few but they have pretty much given up on me. Last year I called some of my old friends on New Years Eve and they said that first they were going to a comedy club and then to a party in San Francisco. I asked if I could go and they said it was too late to get tickets. They hoped that I had fun whatever I did. I stayed at home with my parents because I couldn't think of anything else to do. If they were my friends they would have invited me a long time before that. I haven't talked to them since, and they haven't called me. I have since cloisetered myself, my life only revolving between work and home. I haven't gone out socially with anyone in about a year now...I am 25. Losing my social skills and youth just dripping away. I constantly think about how to change and have tried to start a few hobbies but it seems to futile and pointless, especially when you live in a rural town like me. If only I had a social circle, a network, buddies, and then jobs, women, and memories would so much more accessable. Right now I have nothing.