No one can see it but I can feel it. Its invisible to others who know me so it makes hard to talk about it except to my counselor. I started taking St. John's Wort. I refuse to take anything by prescription fearing it will deaden my emotions even more. I think about dying EVERYDAY. I believe Heaven is similar to the U.P. in Michigan, United States. To anyone that has been there, its one of the most beautiful places in the world.
I'm dyin' inside.
I don't know how to get the doctors to prescribe me painkillers like oxys or vidicon.
So, for now I take 650mg tylenol, 7 of them. Its one of my lucky #, taking them all at once.
Then occasionally, drink beer. usually 2-4 at a time when I do. More than 4 doesn't happen very often.
About 1 or 2x a week I drink 5 of those little power energy shots within 2hrs. Makes me sick when I do it.
I love McD's double cheeseburgers, been eatin' them almost everyday.
I'm dyin' inside.
I don't know how to get the doctors to prescribe me painkillers like oxys or vidicon.
So, for now I take 650mg tylenol, 7 of them. Its one of my lucky #, taking them all at once.
Then occasionally, drink beer. usually 2-4 at a time when I do. More than 4 doesn't happen very often.
About 1 or 2x a week I drink 5 of those little power energy shots within 2hrs. Makes me sick when I do it.
I love McD's double cheeseburgers, been eatin' them almost everyday.