Thantophobia
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I am a sixteen year old girl, reaching that point in my life where it's sort of required that you start talking about your future, but I really just don't want to. Unlike all of other friends at school who are all wishing to be eighteen and move out into the real world, I am not. I want to stay young forever, I don't want to deal with growing old. It's just really getting me. On top of this all I am currently in the process of moving because of my mom's job, so I'm sort of forced into liking the new area but to be honest I feel like I will have no friends in this place or succeed. Even better yet, I have the fear of dying or well there not being an afterlife and death being the end of all ends.. so I've been overthinking a lot of things lately and I really wish I could stop. Any advice for a miserable soul?