uk_27
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I started a new job about 10 weeks ago and the SA is screwing it all right up for me. I am like a door post in my office. I hardly ever join in with conversations because Im so anxious when they start that my mind is just blank. When I do speak, I sound all unconvincing and timid anyway so people are like..............."whatever dude" and tend not to persue conversations with me. My boss thinks I'm rude and misserable and so is rude back to me. When I make the effort to talk to him, he gives me one word or really short answers or even just ignores me. Basically he makes it quite clear that he has no interest in communicating with me.
Every day this happens and everyday I stress out about it.
Every evening after work, I think..........."why didn't I relax, I could of said so much there" and every evening I say "it will be alright tomorrow"
Every tomorrow, I go to work thinking "yes, this will be alright" and every tomorrow I walk into the office with a friendly "morning"
Every friendly "morning" returns a couple of friendly "mornings" and half hearted "morning" from my boss
I then sit in my chair and my mind is blank again and again no one is talking to me. Bollox!!!!!
But tomorrow won't be an "every tomorrow", my friendly morning won't return a half hearted "morning" with no conversation. Therefore it won't be my normal "every day" and my evening will not focus on me constantly reflecting up the days events. Because tomorrow I will be fine!!!!! :wink:
Every day this happens and everyday I stress out about it.
Every evening after work, I think..........."why didn't I relax, I could of said so much there" and every evening I say "it will be alright tomorrow"
Every tomorrow, I go to work thinking "yes, this will be alright" and every tomorrow I walk into the office with a friendly "morning"
Every friendly "morning" returns a couple of friendly "mornings" and half hearted "morning" from my boss
I then sit in my chair and my mind is blank again and again no one is talking to me. Bollox!!!!!
But tomorrow won't be an "every tomorrow", my friendly morning won't return a half hearted "morning" with no conversation. Therefore it won't be my normal "every day" and my evening will not focus on me constantly reflecting up the days events. Because tomorrow I will be fine!!!!! :wink: