Recently I have noticed that I have turned very bitter on the world, with hardly a good thing to say about anyone/anything, I seriously have had to do a double take several times recently at myself when I noticed some venomous things coming out of my mouth, I think it is mainly when I see happy people just 'getting on' happily with their lives, without having to of been or be bogged down/ housebound with depression, anxiety, etc, like is so much the case with us people on this site.
I find I am bitter about everything when I think about it, anything from the fact that so many people fit into the same catergory, the fact that they have jobs, (money) to anything petty like that they have nice clothes, they look nice, college, great social lives, friends etc. Where as at the moment and for a long time I have had nothing like this.
All of this, I think, is because I am at a lashing out, angry stage at this point in my life, I have reached a point where I am beyond caring the s.a. way anyway, ie A life led full of fear and restriction
Does anyone identify with this?
I find I am bitter about everything when I think about it, anything from the fact that so many people fit into the same catergory, the fact that they have jobs, (money) to anything petty like that they have nice clothes, they look nice, college, great social lives, friends etc. Where as at the moment and for a long time I have had nothing like this.
All of this, I think, is because I am at a lashing out, angry stage at this point in my life, I have reached a point where I am beyond caring the s.a. way anyway, ie A life led full of fear and restriction
Does anyone identify with this?