Except for talking about it and knowing what you're going through I can't really help you out.
Except that I don't think medication is the solution. You don't want to be on pills for the rest of your life do you?
You are suffering from a mental disorder, just like me. The only sollution is to reprogram your brains so you don't have those kind of attacks anymore. Pills are just drugs that put you in some kind of semi narcotic state.
Learn hypnotherapy or NLP, it will help you with a lot more than your condition..