spurs
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apparently evryone is really sick of these messages but.....i just want to know if dirt makes anyone else depressed.
i don't think i have ocd but i hate feeling dirty and being around other peoples messes. everyday when i come home and there is a huge mess in the kitchen(no one in my house cleans) i just want to cry and slit my throat. i could be in the best mood, but seeing other people's dirty food scraps and knowing they haven't washed their hands after touching raw meat and grease and then touched things that i'll have to touch makes my skin crawl. and then when i clean up i feel like i need to have a shower cuz a tiny bit of crap might have sprayed on my skin.
i don't know if this is ocd but i just like to feel clean! i probably sound like a spoilt brat but i can't help feeling this way. i have worked in kitchens before and never felt like this, but it just messes with my head now.
and when i clean up after my dog going to the toilet, i'm just so paranoid that a tiny bit might have got on me. evry day i get up and have to clean the yard of dog shit and it ruins my day. it just makes me feel like it's the end of the world. i have this horror that i'll have to clean toilets one day, because i would honestly rather die-i'm not joking.
anyway i was wondering if this type of thing makes anyone else really depressed? no one i know is like this.
(sorry for boring the shit out of you)
i don't think i have ocd but i hate feeling dirty and being around other peoples messes. everyday when i come home and there is a huge mess in the kitchen(no one in my house cleans) i just want to cry and slit my throat. i could be in the best mood, but seeing other people's dirty food scraps and knowing they haven't washed their hands after touching raw meat and grease and then touched things that i'll have to touch makes my skin crawl. and then when i clean up i feel like i need to have a shower cuz a tiny bit of crap might have sprayed on my skin.
i don't know if this is ocd but i just like to feel clean! i probably sound like a spoilt brat but i can't help feeling this way. i have worked in kitchens before and never felt like this, but it just messes with my head now.
and when i clean up after my dog going to the toilet, i'm just so paranoid that a tiny bit might have got on me. evry day i get up and have to clean the yard of dog shit and it ruins my day. it just makes me feel like it's the end of the world. i have this horror that i'll have to clean toilets one day, because i would honestly rather die-i'm not joking.
anyway i was wondering if this type of thing makes anyone else really depressed? no one i know is like this.
(sorry for boring the shit out of you)