lonewolfgirl
Active member
Hi,
This is my first post. I have been feeling so horrible for the past few weeks. I just moved to a new country and still havent been able to speak the language yet. I moved here because i thought i would surprise someone whom i love deeply. He is from here but he is working in another country. I thought he would be ecstatic to know that im coming to his country and trying to learn the language to communicate better with him. It has been a while since we last talked ( we used to talk daily but due to some stupid words i said to him when i was angry, we stopped being so close) and now after i informed him about the news, he appeared so uninterested. He said he was busy with work. I did a little check and found out he had a new job just about 2 months ago. He did mention that he wanted to find work in my country some 3, 4 months ago but now he ended up getting a job in the same country he has been living and not even tell me anything about it.
Now I feel so terribly lonely. I canot make friends here yet, plus i can't speak the language yet so how to communicate? and I'm also on the shy side. I know i have to move on and get on with my dreams, but I feel so terrible especially at night and when i wake up, all I could remember was him.
What can I do now? I want to join a fitness club or yoga club here, but it would be so stupid to not understand the people
This is my first post. I have been feeling so horrible for the past few weeks. I just moved to a new country and still havent been able to speak the language yet. I moved here because i thought i would surprise someone whom i love deeply. He is from here but he is working in another country. I thought he would be ecstatic to know that im coming to his country and trying to learn the language to communicate better with him. It has been a while since we last talked ( we used to talk daily but due to some stupid words i said to him when i was angry, we stopped being so close) and now after i informed him about the news, he appeared so uninterested. He said he was busy with work. I did a little check and found out he had a new job just about 2 months ago. He did mention that he wanted to find work in my country some 3, 4 months ago but now he ended up getting a job in the same country he has been living and not even tell me anything about it.
Now I feel so terribly lonely. I canot make friends here yet, plus i can't speak the language yet so how to communicate? and I'm also on the shy side. I know i have to move on and get on with my dreams, but I feel so terrible especially at night and when i wake up, all I could remember was him.
What can I do now? I want to join a fitness club or yoga club here, but it would be so stupid to not understand the people