I feel like I have a hole inside of me

[missjesss]

I remember when I thought I had cited my anxiety before I lost all this weight and was feeling better about my body I wad managing it rlly well but I felt somewhat unfulfilled still and I still don't know why I took my cousins out to the movies today being around pplwas unbearable today but I still went and I'm contimplating whether or not to go out withmy sister now I realise anxiety must be some sort of repressed memory or emotion that is linguring around

 

[RegalSin]

The term is called laziness. You thinking, hey I have something to do that is important so I am unable to go outside with my family member or person X.
Then you realize that you really wanted to go outside with them, even though
you wasted time, instead of bum-rushing your behind to make
up for your loss, you would probably then think I should have been doing this or
that.

That is the closest reason, I could think, why question spending time with family, question. You, like me might feel an certain uunhappiness for not.