if I could only sleep
seriously.. I do exercise but it hasn't been consistent enough. I go through ups and downs. it sucks...
but it leaves me going nowhere in terms of getting better in "looks" and health, ie I get skinnier and leaner, then fatter, and the cycle just repeats.
has been, has been.... "has been"..
Im afraid to do anything because I come off looking like a retarded person or raelly stupid.
Do you know sad it makes me feel!?!!?!??! I know I'm not stupid I just may seem that way a majority of the time.