I have goals but deep down I know I'll never be happy. I know that no matter how much therapy or medication I have, I'll always have some sort of social anxiety. Even if I achieve my goals I will still feel empty and anxious. I can never go back in and relive all those years I missed. I'll never have fun teenager memories. It's hard to explain what I mean, because I'm not even sure about what I want.
Does anybody else feel like they are chasing something that they know doesn't exist and will never have?:question:
Does anybody else feel like they are chasing something that they know doesn't exist and will never have?:question: