I don't know what to do

[jnnnncnnn1232]

Everybody in my life is either an enemy, or unsympathetic to me. Even my girlfriend. I feel that most of the time she doesn't even know a single thing about me or care. My life is meaningless. I would elaborate more but she might look at this screen any second and the fact that I think this might hurt her feelings. In fact, any time I accuse someone that is "close" to me of not knowing anything about me or caring, they just get mad or offended and don't argue the points I make. They just let me talk our of my ass until I give up in trying to reach them. I don't know what to do. All communication with others is complete bull****. Every time I express a feeling, people just awkwardly roll their eyes or turn the other cheek and pay me no mind. Nobody ****ing cares. I hate humanity. I hate everything. Nobody has ever given me two damns and everyone excepts so much out of me.

 

[ImNotMyIllness]

What does everyone expect out of you?

 

[jnnnncnnn1232]

To cook for them. To clean for them. To bring them things. To run errands for them. To give up my life dream so that I can pursue a career that I hate. To hold a smile in public when all I want to do is end my life.
You collect mental issues. How cute. Do you keep them in a jar on the shelf? Are you some kind of shrink? Do you think this is a joke? I HATE EVERYT HNIGBNFvj kcloxp

 

[cocorose]

I know how hard it is to communicate with people, especially when no one understands you. I feel like I have to yell to get my point across but that just makes me look crazy. I am trying to work on it.

 

[Plan9]

I think most people find it hard to understand things they have not had to deal with for themselve. However I think we all like to think we can, it's a big thing to understand our own ignorance. It sounds like your girlfriend does care or you wold not be able to hurt her feelings.