no1
Banned
I have been wanting relationships (in general) and sex all this time. I don't even know what they are. They are definitely not porn.. and not what a lot of the media might portray it to be, or my thoughts about it. If I had a relationship I would probably think "darn, this is nothing like I thought it was"... and here I was going crazy over something I didn't even realize was just a fantasy. It's probably more intimate than I thought it was... it's probably different. It's been driving me crazy... I dont know what it is I'm missing I just know I'm missing it. Whether I am "missing out" is a different story but just the fact that I've never had it.. I am just like a child. immature in a sense. I dont know what love is. I dont know what life is, I never really had a "life", if any. I dont know what relationships are. I dont know what friendship is. I dont know anything about people in general, and I'm trying to get to know them but my inexperience has made me look for things that most likely weren't there.
regards all.
regards all.
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