I am bittersweet

CK23

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I have experienced that i dont act very friendly with other people in social situations... Even though i try to be as friendly as possible there are always times when i say things that are dull and gloomy...I make jokes and laugh like a hyena no mater how weak my jokes actually are but then i look at the other people's faces to whom i actually told the joke and they just stare blankly at me as if i just said the dumbest thing possible... I get annoyed when people arent sweet like me and i have to cover it up by trying to be cool which hurts me like a bullet... At the end of the day, i am just a bittersweet guy whose very lonely and upset... Any people out there with similar experiences?
 
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