how would my life should be?

[Saskiaah]

How would my life should be without S.A.D?
A life full of ambition.
Everyday i would do all the things i LOVE.
and be full of confidence.
I'm depressed because I have so much faith in me, and I just can't let it out.
Someday the bright future will awaits us.
We will recover, and we will feel stronger then anytime before!!

 

[magic]

I know what you mean.Like a free spirit trapped in a cage,i used to go to a lot of party's and had loads of people around me all the time.I was very expressive with the way i looked and was never afraid to try new things.But now it's a different story and i feel as though that part of me is being suffocated by some unseen force.However i daydream a lot and can still see her dancing inside my head,most of the time she dances on a huge stage in front of loads of people applauding her for being so talented and outrageous, sometimes she dances on the grass fire breathing and doing poi with her bright pink hair and daring clothes.......and i enjoy every minute of those thoughts and it gives me a boost to keep trying to get myself better again