beakersafreak
Member
At 33 years of age I can't remember back far enough to remember not being shy to an extreem. I had no freinds in school. I didn't even eat lunch for fear of droping my tray or not being able to find a place to sit. All my life I've felt alone,unloved,alianated,lonely, and forgoten. I tried to meet women at the bar but by the time I was drunk enough to talk I made no sence to anybody and soon had to deal with the brutish reality of going home alone, again. I still don't have the slightest clue how to talk to women and people in general. I've tried drugs and therepy to no avail. At some point don't ya have to just realize you don't have what it takes to get by in this vicious world we live in?