I just wanted to compare our feelings, and I must say that I feel all the things you do. I even noticed that my hands were shaking (I didn't realize that until I tried to drink something at the railway station). But I must say that, despite it is not fun now it gets better. I tried many things and thought you could try sth like this: locate your fear (for me it is just a place in myself that I'm outside of and I'm looking at it from outside). It seems that it is a dark hole in my 'inner body' that I cannot see through. But, to the point. Locate that place and go INSIDE. You will notice that you fell very safe there. the fear vanishes in a minute.