hi all
suicide is always there
means to me that u think about it most of the time its not a opion its not a way out it just away i think i want to kill myself sometimes when i cant cope i have been suicidely since my teens and know am 30 and am still hear i have been selfharmin my self for years i dont wont to but thats how i cope sometimes i think i dont wont to die i want to live but i dont want to live with social phobia and one day there mite b a cure and i can get that job i want to do but know still have no luck in moving forward to a job but am on my way to see a pysgoloigist it could b a while long waitin list but am holding in there
I plan to work as a computer administrator - now, I realise a lot of the work involves user support (explaining how to do something to a layman!!!) - any horror stories so that I know what to prepare for?