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I used to go on late evening walks by the highway and sometimes stop and gaze at the heavy traffic or just be lost in my depressive thoughts. I was such a fool... Some people would stop their vehicles beside me and look at me and wait for some response. Initially I didn't understand what was going on but when this happened 7-8 times I realized they were gay and they thought I was a gay prostitute! It came as a shock and I'm still reeling under it even after several months of those incidents. I've turned homophobic and I'm scared of accidentally touching men on busy streets. I'm such a timid, self-conscious, depressed man already, and now I've to deal with this! How should I get it out of my head? Anyone with similar experiences?