hocd? help me figure it out.
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ah the thought have come back alittle bit latly, mainly because I have been bored. When im doing something I rarely think about it at all, I just want to fastforward to when this is gone. There is no way i could be gay and I know that deep down. I want to be married someday with a few kids and just live a happy life.
getbornagain
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It is difficult to maintain progress. I keep relapsing myself.... All of the analysis is really pointless and tiresome in the end; we must learn not to analyze any thoughts or feelings and let them flow right through our psyche. I went to a therapist the other day for HOCD, she hadn't even heard of this type of obsession before and she was a complete buffoon. Needless to say, she looked at me like I was in total denial and you can imagine the spiking I had to endure after the session was over. Disgusting.
yes iv been doing research, i have always loved girls, getting with girls etc, anything dealing with girls. I have dreams of getting married. I realize that I am straight, its just my head telling me other wise. I know deep down ill get over this, and I hope its soon. I just try not to pay attention it makes it worse. When I come I hear the word "gay" or something like that, my head just goes nuts, thats why I know its not true. Thanks for the help everyone