Hello everyone.
I decided to join the forum. I really don't know how an introduction looks like, but i'll try.
I have social anxiety and it is making my life extremely difficult. I have been a shy child since kindergarten. When i went to school it didn't took long until i noticed that i was different from others. I felt like an alien. I reacted and talked in different ways. I was playing with cars and Legos, not barbies. I hated girly stuff. In 3-4 th grade some didn't like me and started bullying. Making fun of my name because i was weird. I couldn't even say much because they would even make fun of my voice. I do have a weird voice. It is a man-like voice, though i am a girl. Later they got worse with the bullying. Once one of them wanted me to fall off the stairs at school. But i have great reflexes so i didn't. Teachers never did anything to stop it.
In years i became extremely quiet and scared of people. In 9th grade a psychologist noticed me and she told me i had a severe depression. But later that year i decided to end it all. I was 16 and i was sick of that kind of life. But i didn't. Because i was put into mental hospital.
Nowadays i have been to phyciatrists who diagnosed me with aspergers syndrome and severe social anxiety.
I have read this forum and i can relate a lot to other people stories.
I decided to join the forum. I really don't know how an introduction looks like, but i'll try.
I have social anxiety and it is making my life extremely difficult. I have been a shy child since kindergarten. When i went to school it didn't took long until i noticed that i was different from others. I felt like an alien. I reacted and talked in different ways. I was playing with cars and Legos, not barbies. I hated girly stuff. In 3-4 th grade some didn't like me and started bullying. Making fun of my name because i was weird. I couldn't even say much because they would even make fun of my voice. I do have a weird voice. It is a man-like voice, though i am a girl. Later they got worse with the bullying. Once one of them wanted me to fall off the stairs at school. But i have great reflexes so i didn't. Teachers never did anything to stop it.
In years i became extremely quiet and scared of people. In 9th grade a psychologist noticed me and she told me i had a severe depression. But later that year i decided to end it all. I was 16 and i was sick of that kind of life. But i didn't. Because i was put into mental hospital.
Nowadays i have been to phyciatrists who diagnosed me with aspergers syndrome and severe social anxiety.
I have read this forum and i can relate a lot to other people stories.
