Hi Sharon, welcome, and sorry to hear that.
I don't know your circumstances but:
Don't let past experiences ruin your life, when people say things, it usually reflects their feelings and issues. Looking at it like that helped me temporalily recover once. I felt sorry for people like that, it was sad. And their words just didn't reach me because they didn't have any power over me anymore, when I didn't need acceptance from people like that.