oolceeoo
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So I'm 26, I have severe hand and foot HH, hands being the worst. I've gone through everything, drugs, iontophoresis, botox, topical treatments, nothing works. I've had this crap since I was at least 8.
I've noticed that I've changed over time. I know we all wish we could live like others and feel 'normal', but I've come to accept that we are NOT normal. Look around the room you are in, with people. Look at their hands, their faces, they aren't sweating. They are dry.
You ask yourself "What makes me different from them? Why do I sweat and they don't?"
I am a male, and I am not nervous. I haven't had a date in 4 years because of it. It has nothing to do with my looks or anything else, but the simple fact that HH is a barrier to the opposite sex. I got involved with heavy drug use because I was trying to run away from this nightmare. I had to be high on something 24/7 for years.
I cannot get close to people, I avoid social situations, and I generally feel invisible. Women to me are works of art; I can look but I can't touch.
However, during these years I've studied and meditated about life and many deep things, and I've changed on the inside. I feel much more spiritual now, and I find that this Earth isn't really all that it's cracked up to be. Everything that we see fades over time. The physical pleasures, the happy moments, the sad moments, just pass through time. Even if we didn't have HH, the Earth is still a place of constant war, conflict, pain, suffering, and servitude.
Having recognized the fallacy of physical existance, I believe I have transcended somewhat into a different spiritual realm. When I go for a walk and see couples together I no longer feel jealous, I feel sorry for them. Because I know physical love and our time here on Earth does not last. These bodies which the spirit inhabits are like a temporary outfit. Thus I've seen from a different perspective the follies of mankind, their grasping towards a world which is illusion and superficial.
Have any of you read about Star People? They say that they often feel this Body of Heat or Light, and many times it causes sensitivity to moisture aka sweat. Maybe we're not really human. Maybe HH is a lesson to teach us that this Earth is not where we belong. Maybe we are advanced beings that are here to teach mankind enlightenment. I'd like to believe that there is a specific reason for our condition and not just to cause us suffering.
What do you think?
I've noticed that I've changed over time. I know we all wish we could live like others and feel 'normal', but I've come to accept that we are NOT normal. Look around the room you are in, with people. Look at their hands, their faces, they aren't sweating. They are dry.
You ask yourself "What makes me different from them? Why do I sweat and they don't?"
I am a male, and I am not nervous. I haven't had a date in 4 years because of it. It has nothing to do with my looks or anything else, but the simple fact that HH is a barrier to the opposite sex. I got involved with heavy drug use because I was trying to run away from this nightmare. I had to be high on something 24/7 for years.
I cannot get close to people, I avoid social situations, and I generally feel invisible. Women to me are works of art; I can look but I can't touch.
However, during these years I've studied and meditated about life and many deep things, and I've changed on the inside. I feel much more spiritual now, and I find that this Earth isn't really all that it's cracked up to be. Everything that we see fades over time. The physical pleasures, the happy moments, the sad moments, just pass through time. Even if we didn't have HH, the Earth is still a place of constant war, conflict, pain, suffering, and servitude.
Having recognized the fallacy of physical existance, I believe I have transcended somewhat into a different spiritual realm. When I go for a walk and see couples together I no longer feel jealous, I feel sorry for them. Because I know physical love and our time here on Earth does not last. These bodies which the spirit inhabits are like a temporary outfit. Thus I've seen from a different perspective the follies of mankind, their grasping towards a world which is illusion and superficial.
Have any of you read about Star People? They say that they often feel this Body of Heat or Light, and many times it causes sensitivity to moisture aka sweat. Maybe we're not really human. Maybe HH is a lesson to teach us that this Earth is not where we belong. Maybe we are advanced beings that are here to teach mankind enlightenment. I'd like to believe that there is a specific reason for our condition and not just to cause us suffering.
What do you think?
