Hi Hellraising, you seem very passionate about animals, actually, it is interesting u mention feeling suicidal over the mis-treatment of animals.
I personally feel deeply sad and distressed over the mis-treatment of any animal, but it does make me forget my own issues and problems, and want to get better so I can go help these animals, by demonstrating, or perhaps one day going to another country and physically helping these animals, this would be upsetting but a positive step!
It does frustrate me that not all these animals can be helped, I have seen and read some apalling things, that make me want to hurt these evil people! But the fact that so many people help and save these animals helps restore my faith in humankind!
Yes, I am planning on donating to help the animals of the Katrina hurricane, last night i found a site wherei could donate from england which is great! I wish i could physically help tho.
The feeling of powerlessness is annoying isn't it? animals were not put on this planet to be beaten, eaten, abused, tormented and used for our pleasure! It sickens me and makes me very angry, however, as i said before, it does make me want to get better, get over depression, and go out and do what I can for them!
I understand you feeling suicidal over this mis-treatment of animals, but please do not give in to these feelings xxx