an update
wanted to see her reaction when she sees a ring in my hand
i dont know if that was a good or a bad move but i just wanted to know
well she was little bit nervous
then we had a class where its imagination story then the doctor gonna asks some questions about the story he gonna says
it was like this
imagine you was in a place where you have found black box and you opened that box what you have found it
she said a gift
then he asked her about the color of that gift because "i think he noticed what is going on between me and her"
she said a "black" gift which is the same color of my ring
i dont talk to her at all because i see that a selly move to do regardless of shyness problems
after that day we had a weekend 2 days
then when we comeback i had to work in the kitchen she saw me there and she has sit on the table "chosing a spot that she can sees me from" like always "
and she was staring without eye breaking with a look full of sadness
then i satarted to act like an ******* again ignoring her
her boyfriend noticed that and he was looking on me like he want to punch me in the face
i lost her because im an idiot thats a fact
but now i cant forget her
and the actions she does confuse me
what do i have to do
