LockieKermit
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Well, I have been having a pretty good stint latley with my OCD but unfortunatley it's come down like a tonne of bricks.
There is this girl I like, and I was talking her last night on msn, and I found out she liked me. So I rushed in and asked her out, we were going to the movies on wednesday. Now, my anxiety soared, I was happy yet terrorfied, and now im just terrorfied.
I told her this and she agrees but still wants to go to the movies, we decided we will be friends but I just want to lock myself in my room and hide. I feel so ashamed, embarrased, ancious, and a little bit angry and frustrated. Im soooooo confused.
I understand that it's normal to get cold feet or be a little bit nervous but I just cant take this....I dont know what to do....Im on holidays at the moment so no school for 2 weeks.
I dont wanna go back to school, it will be so awkward, so now I get intrusive thoughts of harming her and others and it's and the semi-defensive wall that I've built up against my anxiety has totaly and utterly failed.
I just wanna die...
There is this girl I like, and I was talking her last night on msn, and I found out she liked me. So I rushed in and asked her out, we were going to the movies on wednesday. Now, my anxiety soared, I was happy yet terrorfied, and now im just terrorfied.
I told her this and she agrees but still wants to go to the movies, we decided we will be friends but I just want to lock myself in my room and hide. I feel so ashamed, embarrased, ancious, and a little bit angry and frustrated. Im soooooo confused.
I understand that it's normal to get cold feet or be a little bit nervous but I just cant take this....I dont know what to do....Im on holidays at the moment so no school for 2 weeks.
I dont wanna go back to school, it will be so awkward, so now I get intrusive thoughts of harming her and others and it's and the semi-defensive wall that I've built up against my anxiety has totaly and utterly failed.
I just wanna die...