have any of u

[LA323]

have any of u have just been feed up. I mean it because ive came to a point in my life that ive just given up, and i think im gonna just forget about the world, and just stay in my room and be alone, what difference does it make if i go out or not, its the sme shit all over again..... i just get drunk to relieve my anxiety, and just end up being in a corner all stupid, i maybe meet someone, but for what? if i know im not gonna call them. I try and try to go out as much as possible, be social, and see what the world has to offer. but there aint shit out there for me, how many of u here just stay home most of the time, and dont have much contact with people?

 

[Spearmint]

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[E]

That is me too... Lately I've found drinking a "tool" to foreget about my misery... I actually want to go out but the problem is I never really have fun when I do.. Just sick of the same people, I want to meet new people but It's way too difficult for me and I also don't have much contact with people. I can't seem to hold conversations on the phone and I just don't like calling people so they don't call me either that much...
And yeah because I'm sick of this shit I just stay home alot lately or just find a drinking buddy.

 

[Pitrus]

I sit home for the whole weak, sometimes my friend comes over or my cousins. then on weekend i go to a club get drunk there or just invite some friends get wasted in my house. SOmetimes i go to movies or to my friends house but i dont really like any of it. Im really tired with everything and feed up with all the people and how cool they want to be and shit. Ofcourse im trying to fit in but i hate everybody. Sometimes i even wonder if my mom died then would i cry about it. I feel like cat trapped in a world of dogs. thats the only way i can describe it.