So I went out for my first real halloween at home. I only did things for Halloween (my favorite holiday) when I was at college. All my halloweens at home were sad, lonely, and very frustrating.I did start the night feeling nervous and embarrassed because my outfit was so realistic and I thought everyone was staring, but I quickly decided I didn't care what they thought.
I had a great time at the club with a buddy from my old job and some of his friends. I got way too drunk and lost my ID's, he got a blow job and I didn't get anything (major boner fest Halloween is), but I had a great time. The best part about it was that I didn't have to act, I was myself, and I had great conversations with random people. People seemed genuinely interested in talking with me and they would carry on the conversations when I paused to give them space (I try not to pressure people, perhaps this is a bad thing?). I met a few girls and one of them is interested so we are going on a date tomorrow at a new bar near her house. She's not gorgeous but she's cute and seems cool, and we'll see how it goes.
I don't know why I feel depressed given how well my Halloween went and all my success. I think its perhaps that I didn't get laid or even make out with all of the super hot girls there. It's probably that I was too drunk because for a few hours I realy couldn't do much but stagger around or sit down. Luckily it was an all night event and we didn't leave until 5 in the morning! Yea, but I still feel depressed today. Maybe its the withdrawal from alcohol. I dont know.
Did anyone else have a good Halloween? I think this is the best ever for me.
I had a great time at the club with a buddy from my old job and some of his friends. I got way too drunk and lost my ID's, he got a blow job and I didn't get anything (major boner fest Halloween is), but I had a great time. The best part about it was that I didn't have to act, I was myself, and I had great conversations with random people. People seemed genuinely interested in talking with me and they would carry on the conversations when I paused to give them space (I try not to pressure people, perhaps this is a bad thing?). I met a few girls and one of them is interested so we are going on a date tomorrow at a new bar near her house. She's not gorgeous but she's cute and seems cool, and we'll see how it goes.
I don't know why I feel depressed given how well my Halloween went and all my success. I think its perhaps that I didn't get laid or even make out with all of the super hot girls there. It's probably that I was too drunk because for a few hours I realy couldn't do much but stagger around or sit down. Luckily it was an all night event and we didn't leave until 5 in the morning! Yea, but I still feel depressed today. Maybe its the withdrawal from alcohol. I dont know.
Did anyone else have a good Halloween? I think this is the best ever for me.