Yossarian
Well-known member
Below is a message sent to me from Kieran under the username socially_concious. I have posted it here on his behalf and not because I have multiple personalities.
I don't know how to send messages to the message board but i'll send it to you hopefully everyone can read it.f***k it. Hi everyone my name is kieran i'm 19 years old and i live in ireland originally from the U.K, I was diagnosed with social phobia about a year ago when i was feelin' suicidal, i tried to hang my self, i took an overdose of some tablets that my doc gave to me over my phobia and told me if i tried to overdose on the tablets it would'nt kill me but i overdosed anyways, more recently i cut my rists it did'nt kill me i just bled a lot.I kept lickin' the blood that was porin' from my forearm i hav a load of scars i cut my arm horizontally an' vertically hopin' it would be more effective and kill me quicker but it did'nt do anythin'. I know that i'm not alone in te world with this phobia, any way i've had this for as long as i can remember (this phobia), its made me suicidal i hate meetin' new people or people i already know it's hard to make friend's with them, i don't hav any friend or a job i find it hard to keep a job, i get nervous around people i blush i sweat i get dizzy there about all the symptoms i get. I've been to a shrink but i did'nt keep goin 'cause i thought it was pointless i've never heard of social phobia before last year it was news to me when my shrink told me. Anyone who wants to chat or send me a message please do i think i'm goin' insane it's gettin' worse i don'nt go outside anymore if you want to send me an e-mail or message my e-mail address is [email protected] don't hesitate to send me a message or e-mail. am i fucked up or is it normal to be like this, i feel like a loner with no friend's, and no job.
I don't know how to send messages to the message board but i'll send it to you hopefully everyone can read it.f***k it. Hi everyone my name is kieran i'm 19 years old and i live in ireland originally from the U.K, I was diagnosed with social phobia about a year ago when i was feelin' suicidal, i tried to hang my self, i took an overdose of some tablets that my doc gave to me over my phobia and told me if i tried to overdose on the tablets it would'nt kill me but i overdosed anyways, more recently i cut my rists it did'nt kill me i just bled a lot.I kept lickin' the blood that was porin' from my forearm i hav a load of scars i cut my arm horizontally an' vertically hopin' it would be more effective and kill me quicker but it did'nt do anythin'. I know that i'm not alone in te world with this phobia, any way i've had this for as long as i can remember (this phobia), its made me suicidal i hate meetin' new people or people i already know it's hard to make friend's with them, i don't hav any friend or a job i find it hard to keep a job, i get nervous around people i blush i sweat i get dizzy there about all the symptoms i get. I've been to a shrink but i did'nt keep goin 'cause i thought it was pointless i've never heard of social phobia before last year it was news to me when my shrink told me. Anyone who wants to chat or send me a message please do i think i'm goin' insane it's gettin' worse i don'nt go outside anymore if you want to send me an e-mail or message my e-mail address is [email protected] don't hesitate to send me a message or e-mail. am i fucked up or is it normal to be like this, i feel like a loner with no friend's, and no job.