Thats great news, i was nineteen when i had my first kiss and you do get that rush of blood to the head feeling of excitement when it happens, afterwards i thought to myself why was i beating myself up for waiting so long as its not really that important unless your genuinelly after a relationship which at the time i was just happy being this indipendant character, its been fun to see what alcohol does to peoples confidence over the years, one of my confident outgoing friends becomes suicidal and just plain rude when he is drunk its the complete opposite of what he is really like, she was the closest thing i ever had to a girlfriend until SA tried to control things.