Scottish_Player
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I know alot of people on here have problems with relationships but not all.
I personaly do,theres this girl/woman what ever you like to call her that used to go to the same school as me,she is about 2 years younger than me (iam now 23) and you know that way i can see shes the one for me even although i have never realy spoken to her.
Its at times like this i wish i didnt have SA and i was a more confident person.She lives about 1 mile from me and i see her often when iam out driving.I saw her today again which is why iam talking about her on this post.Everytime i see her its like the sun has just come out,she puts a smile on my face and i feel good for a short while until i realise iam never realy going to get the chance to talk to her if i never go out (socialy).
She knows my brother better than she does me and my brother has told me she was asking for me and shes asked what iam doing with myself (work wise) but the thing is i feel like a stalker sometimes and i hate myself for it.I know where she works and what time she finishes,i only know this by accident as i see her on this certain road at a certain time most days,so i will go out my way to see her.
I think she did like me at one point as when i did see her she would give me a little smile and me being the idiot that iam i never done anything about it,but i think my time has passed with her personaly to do anything about it.What i woudnt give now to go back and change it all :roll:
There is no real point to this post its just me giving a little insight into myself,it strange how ive never spoken to her and yet feel so much for her,i know this sounds soppy but it just the way i feel
I personaly do,theres this girl/woman what ever you like to call her that used to go to the same school as me,she is about 2 years younger than me (iam now 23) and you know that way i can see shes the one for me even although i have never realy spoken to her.
Its at times like this i wish i didnt have SA and i was a more confident person.She lives about 1 mile from me and i see her often when iam out driving.I saw her today again which is why iam talking about her on this post.Everytime i see her its like the sun has just come out,she puts a smile on my face and i feel good for a short while until i realise iam never realy going to get the chance to talk to her if i never go out (socialy).
She knows my brother better than she does me and my brother has told me she was asking for me and shes asked what iam doing with myself (work wise) but the thing is i feel like a stalker sometimes and i hate myself for it.I know where she works and what time she finishes,i only know this by accident as i see her on this certain road at a certain time most days,so i will go out my way to see her.
I think she did like me at one point as when i did see her she would give me a little smile and me being the idiot that iam i never done anything about it,but i think my time has passed with her personaly to do anything about it.What i woudnt give now to go back and change it all :roll:
There is no real point to this post its just me giving a little insight into myself,it strange how ive never spoken to her and yet feel so much for her,i know this sounds soppy but it just the way i feel