I don't know, I get like that sometimes. First off let me tell you that I've been diagnosed with depression for more than 15 years so this is not a first. This morning, I don't know, I guess I just feel so alone. I take care of an old lady I live in with currently but it's temporary. And the pay is really great but I just feel so alone just me and this old delusional lady. No friends to call me. Well except one but no human interaction. I don't know, I'm like will I be like this for the rest of my life? And that kind of scares me and gets me depressed. People don't understand me or think that I'm weird. I don't know. I hope I get much better real soon cause I don't know how much longer I can hold on I just need someone to talk to in here I guess so lets talk. Let's hope this helpsHi, what happened this morning that make you feel so bad?