Flax
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Does anyone in here have jealousy? I like a girl I work with and she has a long time boyfriend. I will be having a great time talking to her and laughing and joking around then when she brings up here boyfriend I go silent. When she talks about him I feel jealous and I try to act normal, but I fear my different attitude shows. I have never felt jealousy in my life until I began to like her. It's pretty painful feeling for someone and knowing your never going to be with them. I remember one time I was having a great time at work with her and her boyfriend looked into the door where we were and I knew it was him even though I had only seen him briefly a year before. It sucked big time, it reminded me that I shouldn't be feeling so attracted to her because I'll just feel more pain. He came into the shop and I went silent, I didn't want to talk to him and I didn't know what to say if I did want to. She pointed out that I wasn't saying anything and I felt more awkward.
I also feel intimidated by her life outside of work. She talks about how she's going to college and how her boyfriend gets paid a lot for the company he works for. Makes me feel like less of a person.
She's one of those people that lift your mood no matter how miserable you are on a certain day. And you feel bad if she isn't smiling. The thing about her is I've never gotten along with a girl so well before.
I also feel intimidated by her life outside of work. She talks about how she's going to college and how her boyfriend gets paid a lot for the company he works for. Makes me feel like less of a person.
She's one of those people that lift your mood no matter how miserable you are on a certain day. And you feel bad if she isn't smiling. The thing about her is I've never gotten along with a girl so well before.