Feeling empty all the time

[Clown]

I have lost this warm feeling I just feel empty and cold all the time... aroudn friends /alone with anxiety in de background Its hard to describe but feel emtionless can't enjoy things anymore, constant thinking what is the reason to go on like this is this maybe some side effect of ssri ?
And my voice whenI hear it back I think I sound like a retard really that makes me even more depressed I sound like retard clown..people won't take me seriously and its not fluent its more with constant breaks and interruption's I just want dead...

 

[Clown]

Where does this empty feeling comes from ? I can feel empty for hours or days and then I feel somewhat normal again ... its weird

 

[YellowBird]

Maybe you are going through some mild depression?Usually anxiety exhausts us in the end and you kind of..give up.I have the thing with my voice too..and my face and everything,that's a more avoidant trait,in AvPD apart from your agoraphobia,you can't stand yourself and you put yourself down all the time.I'm not sure what to say besides ,you are not alone,if I knew..I wish I knew what to do or what works.I wonder,this is another issue,is anyone else experiencing existential depression?I feel very cut off being the only 20 something torturing myself with the big questions.