Feeling a lot of guilt

Hi people,

I had a long distance relationship with a girl online from the us. She and I were planning to meet eachother in June. But I fell in love with a girl from my own country. My ex wants me back and wants to fix it and work through it, while this girl from my own country wants to spent her whole life with me and she and I share a lot in common and her mother and friends all love me. I feel like a total **** for being so confused. I realize they are both special and they both have amazing qualities. But it's very wrong of me thinking that. What would you guys do in my position?
 
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