nico82
Well-known member
Lately I've been so freaked out and stressed at work (more than usual). I feel so light-headed and dazed out (like almost to a point where you I can barely speak a coherent sentence) that I can barely concentrate and do my work. I wish I could be at home right now just laying down.
I just started this new job about a month and I've already been laid off (along with everyone else here) which I'm sure is contributing to it and I believe also to the fact that I finally weaned myself off clonazapem a few months ago (which I took daily for several years). I was so used to taking it that I always thought that it did "nothing" but now I know that's wrong.
So now I'm trying to find a new job while I still have one here until the end of March (while also currently not having any health insurance) not knowing if I have the strength to go through the whole interview and new environment process while also contemplating going back to my old job (I'm pretty sure they would hire me back) even though I hated it and was super bored. At least I know everyone and everything that pertains to my job (and all of the places that I can hide, lol).
I took a .5 mg of xanax a little ago even though I didn't want to but I just can't stand this feeling. Anyway, I just needed to vent somewhere... :?
I just started this new job about a month and I've already been laid off (along with everyone else here) which I'm sure is contributing to it and I believe also to the fact that I finally weaned myself off clonazapem a few months ago (which I took daily for several years). I was so used to taking it that I always thought that it did "nothing" but now I know that's wrong.
So now I'm trying to find a new job while I still have one here until the end of March (while also currently not having any health insurance) not knowing if I have the strength to go through the whole interview and new environment process while also contemplating going back to my old job (I'm pretty sure they would hire me back) even though I hated it and was super bored. At least I know everyone and everything that pertains to my job (and all of the places that I can hide, lol).
I took a .5 mg of xanax a little ago even though I didn't want to but I just can't stand this feeling. Anyway, I just needed to vent somewhere... :?