Feel like I can't go to school...

4seasons

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In my final year of high school i sat in the hall by myself every day at lunch and did homework or read a magazine, I never could figure out why. I graduated and in no way did it affect my life and i don't regret it. High school is high school and when you graduate you move on with your life. My advice is just tough it out and concentrate on your school work, get good grades. Right now I'm taking a year off trying to get ready for collage and my future. I'm working which is helping my with my SA. Basically, don't feel like you have to talk to anyone, be your self and do your own thing.

We went over this already....you are not ugly, you're actually above average.
 
Sorry you had to sit by yourself :(. I actually do sit with people at lunch, I'm not sure how it happened, but I guess that's a good thing. My academics are horrible, I can hardly find it able to focus and do homework. This makes me feel totally stupid. I really need to work on that, I now see it's ruining my future. Thanks, that's true, I shouldn't feel like I am required to speak with people. You're right like I just need to go, after all it'll be over some day...
 

4seasons

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I was so bad at school. I passed math with a 50 haha. Thats good you have people to hang out with at lunch, hold on to that. I was just saying don't get to stressed over not being able to talk to people you don't know.

Try your best. I'm not sure how i did it, I guess i was motivated, i have a sister who is 3 years older then me with some of the same problems, she dropped out of high school and i could tell my parents and grandparents where pretty disappointed even though she had a problem. So right now shes going back and finishing it up but her life is still a mess so i guess that kept me motivated because i didn't want to end up like that. The sad part is we both had a scholarship for collage(money for collage put away over time) and when she dropped out of high school the program wouldn't let her get the money. So my Dad, instead of taking it himself and loosing the interest it gathered over the years he gave it to me. Right now i have a lot of pressure on me, 18 not a sweet clue what i want to do with my life and if i don't make up my mind soon i lose my money to.

EDIT: haha sorry for the life story.
 
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