ShadowCat
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Everytime when I imagine myself in a fantasy kind of situation, like daydreaming, or when I imagine myself being really good at one of the instruments I play, I realize that I usually am imagining myself to be the best, like it's a competition. I enjoy the flute, but if I imagine myself being good, it's like I only want to be good to be famous or better than others. I wish I could do things just because I like to, but it seems like I always want to be the best. This might have to do with the fact that people used to ignore me at school and I might have wished to be famous so they would acknowledge me. Does anyone have any ideas on this, to be able to let go to these silly fantasies of wanting to be famous just to be well liked? Does anyone else share these kinds of fantasies?