robo
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Every time their is a girl I like, and I know she's interested in me. I always get way too excited and then screw it up. I start thinking my luck has finally changed, I evaluate everything about her and I convince myself that she's a perfect match. Then the pressure to get a date builds and builds until I'm unable to say hi. The girl looks at me with disgust, thinking all the sudden I don't like her anymore. Or thinking I was playing games with her and that I'm just another asshole. I'm getting pretty numb to the whole situation, and after so long I don't let myself get worked up as much anymore. It's like waving a million dollars in front of me and then slapping me with it, not letting me have it. I wonder if anybody out there with s.a. has found the right person, and things have worked out for them. It would be encouraging to know, I don't think I can give up on it, everytime I try I get really depressed. Anyone else have this problem.