Everyone I once loved is now officially gone. It all started when I got into high school last September. Before that in junior high I was one of those popular kids that always was the class clown and person they liked. But ever since high school started every day I would lose a friend because they would think I'm annoying now and my jokes are over used. You know it really hurts when people who you thought we're your best friends yell at you in front of everyone embarrassing you. Every day I would come home and just cry, everyone just disliked me for no reason and even my teachers would make fun of me. I remember my gym teacher calling me out in front of everyone because I was too slow. All I was doing was helping another student that had fell down while running and my teacher still got mad at me and called me the b word. No one said anything to help me feel better, and all this has been leading me to thoughts on suicide, I've already bought a 9mm from a drug dealer and shooting myself in the head. What's the point of living anymore when the next year of high school il have no friends or teachers that like me? I'm sorry for posting such a long message 
