I was thinking, I imagine that most people with SA feel that they don't belong anywhere. Perhaps it's just the fear of being different, not fitting in and so feeling ostracized even when it's not happening (not that those fears aren't grounded in reality, most of us have experienced being totally ostracized in school or at home) But those thoughts can be self-perpetuating. I believe the more you focus on it, the more you see in your life. For me, personally, I don't fear being different. I don't assume people are laughing at me or don't like me right off the bat, I come to that conclusion about each person over time, when they aren't as enthusiastic about me as I am about them. But after 26 years of trying, I'm really sick of the whole process.
I am curious to know how many people feel that they don't belong, but are also a bit proud of being unique. For me I feel that people don't accept my weirdness and rather than try to fit in, I want to find people who don't mind. I have definitely found that in my life, but there's always something standing between me and true friendship... I think it's just my own mind, running in circles around itself.